Everyone change. No one stays the same.
Either is positive or negative change
it's up for us to judge. I don't care when people said shit about me. I learned that from all the encouragements I received from my wonderful,loveliest,awesomest friends. I stop my super bad habit,as I learned that it is no help at all. The pain is still there and my problems is not solved. Thanks to Arif and my loveliest girlfriends for making me realise that.All the confiscation you guys did was worth it. I no longer the lazy bum,fatso girl who really hates running,who don't care about how she look,who loves to eat fast food that she ate it every week. Now,I'm the girl who wakes up in the morning,grab my sport shoes and my mp4 and hit the tracks,care about her diet that she only eat fast food,once every 2 weeks. I will never found out that I loves running,if I never join Netball. I underestimate myself. I never believe in myself. That when a workshops that the school's organize called:Adam Khoo came and change the prospective of myself. I'm not perfect and will never be. But those imperfections is what makes me,unique. I bet you can never found a girl that looks like me in this world. I make mistakes. I used to cried and whine about it. But than,I learned that mistakes is for me to learn and not to repeat it again. When things gets too tough for me to handle ,I gave up and whine about it to Allah. Asking Him why He gave me all this obstacles for me to overcome. Than,I learned form my Uztaz that the reason Allah gave us all this test is because we ask for it. I always ask Allah,to make me become a stronger person. And there it is,He gave all those challenges. And if I accept those challenges that He gave me,I became a stronger person. But I always remember: Allah will not put us beyond the limits of human trials.
Bottom line:I admit,I changed too,just like you.