When you fall,get back up again.

Don't let people know that you are down

because some people like seeing you fall.

All this time,I tried my best not to repeat my mistakes based on my past relationships. I'm always the stuborn girl who won't listen to people but you advised me not to let my stuborness control me and when I asked why,you can't handle me when I'm at my worst? You said no.You asked me to listen to you and I did. I listen,didn't i? So what went wrong? My love story ended. It ended just like that. No goodbyes were said just tears were shed.

Now,I sat on my bed and look outside my windows,thinking to myself what did I do wrong. I can't stop reminiscing about how we used to be. I have to find a way to move on with my life without him reminding me to eat,checking if everything's alright with me,hug me tight each time he send me home,held me close whenever I need comfort,tell me that everything's gonna be okay everytime I was upset over something,help me to control my anger each time a bitch stares at me.It's a battle I have been avoiding and now,I have to fight through it. It's hard and it will never be easy. But the people around me kept telling me that it's gonna be worth it. I constantly remind myself that all the things that are making me crying so hard are the things that will eventually make me a stronger person.

You think I will make it? I can't tell you that it's not gonna hurt and I can't tell you that I won't cry but I promise that things will get better soon for me and I will survive. I recover soon.

Labels: I been through this before, i can deal with this again.