Don't let life's storms get you down,Learn to dance in the rain,run with the lightning and
scream with the thunder.
So,I was being sturbon as per usual,I refure to listen to my girls and the boys who's trying so hard to knock some sense into my freaking brain. Trust me. They really work hard to try to make me realise that I have to give up and don't hold on anymore. But still,no matter how many times they told me,their efforts go down to drain. I wait for 2 hours and plus to wait for you. After I end my courseowrk,I wanna go home and I text you to let you know,but than I change my mind and decided to stay and wait for you like...an hour? Yeah,all this time I wait and wait and wait. You told me you gonna prove to me that you deserve another chance. So I told you to prove it. You did. You did all sorts of stuff that make me believe you. That make me begin to trust you. So,what happened? You let me down for the 4th time. Ohmygod. Seriously?
Aren't you tired lying all the time? Aren't you tired letting me down? Does all that bring some sort of satisfaction to you? You might think that I'm too weak to handle the pain. But dude,you're wrong. I can handle this pain. I know I can. This ain't the first time you put me through this shit. So,I guess this is it. End of 'our' story.
Thank You,Izwan cause you make me realise and you actually make me listen to you that it's time for me to let go and don't hold on anymore. The encouraging text you send was sweet. Thank You,Hakim[Andrey Kymiko] for the advise you gave me. I had an awesome heart to heart talk with you.
So,I had a blast on 4th June with a bunch of awesome people. At time like this,I really do need them to make me laugh my heart out. Yes,I count on them and they never let me down. Never. We been friends ever since primary school and we just get to know Mamat from Hkss. All of them are awesome. I love each one of them. ^^
Half of my year,was bittersweet. The rest of 2011 will be awesome. Recover soon,my heart.
